Catchphrases

Through this process a few phrases have taken on new meanings to me.  Freshstart, independent and self reliant, somebody I used to know, people suck.  The first two have a sense of irony for me.  The third caused panic attacks at one point and the last one, well it's just true.  It's all good, there's another one, and do you remember that everything happens for a reason?  I still believe it.

What good can possibly come of this situation? Well, I fell harder than I ever thought I would, but you know what?  I picked my self back up.  I did it, not him,  I did it.  I am learning how to love and trust again.  I worry that I will always have a wall up, but in reality, that's not who I am. I may be more practical this time around, but love is too precious to shun it.  Someone very dear to me apologized for having a disaster of a life right now.  Anyone who says their life isn't a disaster or hasn't been a disaster at one point is a liar.  These disasters make us who we are, we learn and grow and find less disastrous situations and people to enjoy them with.  Those are actually adventures, and they can be pretty amazing.

So, I am taking a fresh start at an independent and self reliant life.  I have moved on from the somebody I used to know.  It's all good, because everything happens for a reason.  And while people suck, I seem to have found a few that don't, and that is pretty amazing.